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Monday Mournings

This is the anniversary of our pup, Owen’s death. I posted “A Day from Hell” in my blog. So many dear friends wrote, called, came to offer condolences and support.

A different kind of death

Yesterday we had a different kind of death here. One of our beautiful evergreens succumbed to the 50 mph winds. It was 25 years old. Looked healthy on the outside, but when it blew over, it was revealed that there seemed to be no root structure to hold it. Hmmm … how had it survived all those years?

Even with roots, a tree can be toppled.

But that tree was young and immature.

Life can be like that. Young, immature, lacking a sufficient root system.

So today I mourn our tree, our loss of Owen, but most of all the loss of friends’ young sons.

Two of our friends lost 30 year old sons to suicide this past month. No tree or dog can compare. It’s an unimaginable sorrow. My heart goes out to those families.

Monday mourning

God bless you. May your life be deeply rooted in love and purpose.

Hugs, JanBeek (with my life’s love … thank you, Bob… I am so blessed!)

Here we are at a recent amazing Pittsburgh Pirates game.

My Morning Visitor

Injured moose
I didn’t let Kenny out on purpose!

We seldom see moose in our neighborhood during the day. They sometimes come down out of the mountains at night to nibble on our evergreens when their natural habitat up in the Gravellies or the Madison Range is snow covered. But this guy showed up in broad daylight.

Just sitting outside my kitchen door !

He had a ragged spot in his back and a bum leg. Probably had been injured by some other animal that attacked him.

After I got Kenny back inside, Bob & I chased the young moose off to the neighbor’s. He was nibbling on our trees! Fortunately, after I contacted the neighbor and explained, he called the animal protective services. Hopefully they came to help… I don’t want to think about how.

What do you think?

Protect our animals! And yourselves, too!!

Love, JanBeek

Ah, Yes!

Wish you were with us now!

Lion’s Club Park

Ennis, Montana

Madison County

Yes, it’s everything “The Madison” shows you (minus the F word)…

Ah, that’s so unnecessary! And offensive.

Clean air. Clean mouth. Clean river. Great fishing. Perfect place to live and take a walk.

Ah, yes!

Love, JanBeek

Snow!!

Yay!! Today’s snow is an answer to prayer. We have desperately needed the moisture. Isn’t it beautiful?

That’s our house behind the snow-laden trees.

And our Kenny absolutely loves it!

Crazy pup!!

Have a beautiful Thursday afternoon/evening, my friends.

I attended an art workshop this week. We all painted butterflies. 🦋 Mine’s not as good as I had hoped, but I had fun doing it. That’s what counts, right?

Love, JanBeek

Gorgeous CA Coast

It was an extra 6 hour drive – stressful in torrential rains, but well worth it to be able to spend time at Carmel by the Sea and experience the Asilomar coast. Sooo beautiful!

We lucked out- a break in the storm!

Don’t know what that white is…

Don’t know what that black spot is!

I know what that smudge on the left is… my thumb!
The waves were crashing, the clouds parted , and we marveled at the fresh ocean air and gorgeous vistas.
And headed back to our son’s in Placerville, the rain was heavy and the traffic was crazy. There was a terrible accident that delayed us awhile – all lanes closed. But on our way again, God sent this reassurance:
A full rainbow with a break in the rain for about 15 reassuring minutes!!

God is good! Now, a safe drive to Sacramento airport early tomorrow- and I’ll see you back in Montana.

Kenny will be waiting for us. But will he want to come home? I don’t know. He’s had a wonderful 3 weeks with his Rover dog sitter. Thank you, Jenna.
Happy New Year.

Love, JanBeek

Sharing “The Best of March”

News in a Sijo

What’s a Sijo?

It is three lines of 14-16 syllables each, for a total of 44-46 syllables.

Here is my news in a Sijo:

Our six-month Boston puppy, Kenny, arrived on Saturday
He is not house trained, nor crate trained, so don’t turn your back
But he’s so cute, cuddly and loveable that we’ll keep him!

Only once have we seen his ears straight up!
No, this is not him.
He’d never tolerate a hat!
But ain’t she cute?
We love Boston Terriers!!

He loves that chew toy… and stretches out full length to get it!
That’s a long body for a six-month old!
He already weighs nearly 12 pounds.
Gonna be a big boy!

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Oh, he’s squirming…
Time to take him out.
But it’s snowing and ccccold!
Oh Kenny, I don’t want to go out either!
But we better.
See ya later.

Love,
JanBeek
(and Kenny)

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Words Words Words

How shall we use our tongues?
That was the question posed by
James McGuire in today’s
devotional in “These Days.”

These Days, Daily Devotionals for Living by Faith,
published especially for Cumberland Presbyterian Church.


James 3:10 says,
“From the same mouth comes
a blessing and a curse.
My brothers and sisters,
this ought not to be so.



Ah, my friends, t’is so true…
we all are a combination
of good and evil!
Capable of great love
and alas, of ugly hate.
Which dog wins?
The one we feed!

James McGuire elaborated on the subject.
“The development of speech was a unique human accomplishment,”
he wrote. “Other creatures communicate by grunts, growls, and touch.
Humans use many languages.”

He went on to ask,
“How shall we use our power of speech?
Shall we bless others, or shall we curse?
What shall we do with our ability to write?”

That last question brought me to my blog.
Here I write with the purposes explained in my heading:
I intend to spread “Love, joy, peace, faith and unity.”
I believe there is too little of each of those in our world.

James McGuire asked,
“What about the ideas that pour forth
through television and videos?”


Here in the USA, this week more than 67 million people
tuned in to the Harris-Trump debate.
Lordy, Lordy, what a fiasco!
What is this world coming to??

James McGuire ended his devotional with this prayer:
“Holy God, forgive us when we misuse our tongues.
Teach us to choose words wisely as we communicate
with each other and the world.”

Like Old Testament proverbs, the Letter of James
offers wise teachings for Christians of every age.
We who write (and speak publicly), teach, and lead
have a particular responsibility for our use of language.
We who read and who listen to public speakers
must be attuned to the Holy Spirit as we read and hear others.

“Moreover,”
James McGuire and James reminded us,
“we must be wise in choosing
what we view on big and little screens.”

Words, words, words!
They are so important!!
A BLESSING OR A CURSE?
Do both come out of your mouth?
“My brothers and sisters, this ought not be so.”

Join me, won’t you?
Let’s try to use our tongues
and our arms
and our lives
to spread
Only Love.

OKAY?

Hugs and Love,
JanBeek

Laundry Room Acrostics

What do you do
while the clothes
are fluffing in the dryer
and you are waiting
before taking them out
to fold them?

Do you have paper and pens,
color crayons and chalk
sitting on your table
where you’re waiting
to fold clothes?

I do.

I love to write Acrostics
while waiting in the laundry room
for the clothes to fluff
so I can fold them wrinkle free.

Here are a few of mine.
You can guess the topic
knowing these were created
within the last four months.

ANTICIPATING OWEN
2/14/24

O ur
W onderful
E specially
N ew

P resent
U plifting us:
P up!!

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POOPY OWEN
3/18/24

P lease
O bey,
O wen!
P oop
Y our shit
O utside
W hen
E ver
N ecessary!

Please, Lord, help us figure out
how to train this puppy to go
outside – and to come when called!

OWEN LEO: HE’S LEARNING!
4/20/24

O odles of fun
W hen he behaves
E ven when he forgets, he
N ever ceases to bring joy!

L et us be patient and
E ncourage his good behavior.
O wen is such a love!

FUTURE PLANS
6/7/24

F irst
U p:
T rouble erupted
U nder our noses
R eally sad
E vent happened
P up Owen died
L anding outside the window
A ttached to his leash
N oose around his neck
S uffocated, hung himself.

Where do we go from here?
How do we keep living in this
empty, vacuous house
without Owen?
He filled all the empty spaces
in our home and hearts.
We are devastated.
Can’t think future plans right now.

DON’T GET STUCK
6/14/24

D isasters
O ccur
N ightmares
T raumatize
G oodness
E nters
T hrough
S ensitive
T rusting
U nderstanding
C aring
K indred Spirits

We have been so blessed this week
to have the love and hugs,
flowers and cards, calls and caring
of so many of our family & friends.
They have encouraged us to
grieve, of course, but
“Don’t get stuck.”
In Owen’s sweet memory
Move On… Laugh again,
Love again, Rejoice again,
Snuggle again with
Another Boston Terrier.

We’re not quite ready yet…
But God is helping us heal.
Thank you, God’s angels.
We love you!

Bob & JanBeek



Writing is Therapeutic

When your heart’s breaking
Writing is therapeutic
Pour tears through your pen

Photo by Natalie B on Pexels.com

Through your broken heart
You may not have a plan
But it helps to vent

Photo by Allie Feeley on Pexels.com

A friend brought flowers
Weeping hearts to match my own
Hugs and prayers to heal

Another friend brought
A loving white weeping heart
To soothe my sad soul

He planted the hearts
In the ground near our front door
Owen’s reminder

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Owen brought great joy
His death was a tragic thing
I am still in shock

Jumped through the window
While attached to a choke leash
Owen hung himself

I need that comfort
Wish He had been with Owen
Maybe He was there

Before Owen died
He had a wonderful day
Tumbling with Zeke

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Do you have a pet?
If so, cherish him or her
I am sure you do.

Thank you for reading
My heartfelt but sad ramblings
Writing brings relief

With the help of friends
We are smiling through our pain
God bless you, my friends

Love,
JanBeek
(and Bob)